nasib cewek g laku

di sekitar gw sekarang ini, banyak pasangan2 baru yang bahagia. mreka lagi norak2nya nunjukin ke dunia bahwa mereka baru saja mengikat sbuah komitmen dan sedang amat sangat bahagia sekali. (buat yg ngerasa, maap yak! g ada maksud buruk kok.. bneran deh..) hehe..^^

sirik?? hmm,, nggaklah! temen seneng kok disirikin siy?! mupeng?? ahaha,,, sedikit! :p

dah 3 bulan lebih gw menyandang status jomblo. dan bahkan sudah hampir staon 3 bulan gw g pernah merasakan yg namanya jalan bareng pacar, dll.. (hh.. nasib. dulu gw LDR) slama ini siy (slama menyandang status jomblo) gw ngerasa fine fine ajah dengan kesendirian gw dan mungkin malah bisa dibilang menikmatinya. kalo ada yg nanya status, gw slalu bilang dgn bangga: "gw jomblo" dan kalo ada nanya soal gebetan, lebih bangga lagi gw jawab: "lagi g pengen nyari. masih pengen menikmati kesendirian ini" hohoho,,,^^

begitulah gw sampe beberapa menit yg lalu. salah gw siy sebenernya. td buka2 fs orang... dan yg gw buka itu orang2 yg baru aja jadian, yg baru aja ngrayain sbulan jadian sampe yg baru aja ngrayain staon jadian. haduh,,, baca2 puisi orang d Penulis Indonesia, temanya cinta, cinta dan cinta. halah... spertinya dunia sedang berusaha membuat saia nyari pacar baru! ahahaha...^^

tapi kembali pada masalah klasik. kalo pun pengen, ama syapa coba?? huhu,,, gw kan bukan tipe cewek yg laku banget n sekali lirik ok sajalah.. (lho?! kok jadi lagunya om Iwan Fals yg "Bento" siy??) syapa yg mau ama gw?? hehe..^^ pertanyaannya itu ajah. sederhana n mudah dijawab. jawabannya? "hmm,,, siapa y nge? kayakna g ada deh!" ahahaha... miris y?? huhu,, nasib cewek g laku. :'(

a new place for me^^

it's been 3 days since I move in to this flat. I'm in a new city now and I know no one from Indonesia here. I feel a bit lonely right now.

I don't wanna lie... I really miss my friends from dessau. I miss Dini, Ghita, Kakek, Kadek and Fessan... I miss all the silly things we did together. took a walk to Elbe, watching movies together, sleeping together in my room, makin fun about "si Motor", doing homework and learing for the tests together, cooking something and eating together, spent the New Year Eve in Kadek's flat together. so many things, that we have done together...

I never think I will miss to watch Kakek n Ghita fighting, but here I am... thinking so much about how fun it was to be there between those two. hehe,,,^^ I really want to sit together with Dini, drink some hot tea and talk about many things. I miss to learn with Fessan. sitting in the classroom and listening to what teacher says. Oh hell no! all the things we did was trying hard to keep awake.hehe,,,^^ I never thought it was so fun before. and I also miss Kadek. I did nothing but fighting with him. hehe...^^ but now, I miss him. I really really miss them all...

but that's ok.. I can manage this and live through this situation. I can't just sit here all day and crying... I have to move on with my own life. and that's what I do now. a real friendship is not gonna fade away just because of distance and time. we can still be friends wherever we are. rite? so I don't have to worry. give me some time and I'll get new friends here. this is a chance for me to grow up and be more independent. this is a new place for me to make much more great memories in my life...