before, I thought I know who I am. I thought I understand myself and I thought I had figure out my personality. but... then so many things happened that made myself surprised with my own reactions.
"who is that person , acting that way?"
"how could I do that?"
"where is the "me"? Where is the girl I knew and lived with for so long?"
"is it really me?"
well... that kind of questions started to arise and made me more confused. the more I tried to figure it out, the more uncertain I became. :(
Hmm... Is it because, at that time... my 23rd birthday was coming closer? maybe I was not ready to become older, that I react that way... I don't know...
thank GOD, I decided to watch "Kung Fu Panda 2" with Bernik as my birthday celebration. The movie was great but above all, it inspired me. it was about Po, who find out that he wasn't his father real son. (well, that's actually so stupid of Po to hasn't realized that earlier... please... he and his father are two different species!! =P) since that time, his peace was disturbed and he faced the very same problem as i did... KRISIS IDENTITAS (how do you translate that in English??)His struggles to come in term with the truth were the main issue of this sequel. but then one simple sentence from the old man (or woman???)
it doesn't matter how ur past looks like, the most important thing is present... who you choose to be...
WOOOW!!! those simple words opened my eyes. It's not about who I was, it's not about who I really was... IT'S ABOUT WHO I CHOOSE TO BE.^^
