my life is never flat. since the time I know the world... since my childhood, I've known fear, hurt, distrust, comfort, warm, love and many more.. I know the feeling of losing someone you love. I know the feeling of finding your half one. I know the feeling of regret when you hurt someone you care the most. I know the secure feeling when I trust someone completely. I know how devastating is the feeling of insecure. I've done many good deeds. I've done too many bad things...
if i were to describe my life in a paint, it would be an abstract painting so colorful with both bright and dark colors in it.
I can't say I'm completely proud of things I've done... there's so many dark side of me that I'm ashamed of...
and I don't even know why I'm writing this blog now.
hahaahahahahaha...
