it wasn't that bad... it was just worse...
to know that the one you trust so much gives you a lie to protect her/himself...
to know that the one you want to protect so much takes advantage of your kindness...
to know that the one you worrying over is actually the one who causes trouble...
oh, it makes me so disgusted, i want to throw up...
but still I want to trust that one person...
but still I want to make that one person realizes my kindness and cherishes me...
but still I want to pull that one person out of this trouble, safely...
for I cherish and hold that one person so dearly in my heart
