despair

u said it like it was easy and something of no importance... 
u said it like we could naturally do it without getting ourselves hurt...


but still I ask, until when will we keep this facade and this petty play going on?
I just don't wanna wake up one day and realize that I was fooled again by my own acts... 
I just don't wanna wake up one day and realize that I have nothing with me but despair that had been pushed to the edge of my mind but still there regardless...
I just don't wanna wake up one day not realizing that everything was slipping off my hands until all was lost...

Could u then please warn me when it's about to happen, for I won't be able to handle it if I get caught unprepared... please...